Just read this...

For Chewy

Yes, your an angel...

(hope they fit)

Copper

Touch

I have come to a realization...

It does not matter how much sex you have. If you do not have the sensation of a loving touch, it cannot be totally fulfilling.

I get so sick of hearing "You can have anyone you want, why are you worried? You should ditch the loser and move on." Well there are some huge problems with that line of thinking. One is that "have" basically translates into "up against the wall, sweatin and moanin" But its empty.

No love. No emotion.

Its unfulfilling.

Makes you crave a gentle caress. Even if its false, why can't someone at least pretend?

I would like to think that I could find both, love and passion.

But fairy tales are for little girls...

Copper

Magic Little Keys

My daughter came running up to me yesterday: "Mommy, Mommy! Look! Magic keys!"

She shows me a handful of old keys. Some were of the skeleton variety and a few resembled the diary keys from my childhood. I was reminded of my "diary days" as a kid. I protected my writings and most intimate secrets with a small gold lock and a tiny key.

Now, right here in my little girl's hand was the same type of key. My moment of nostalgia was overwhelming. I could remember so vividly pouring what little soul I had into those pink pages and when that little lock went on the hasp, my secrets were safe.

Now I suppose my diary keys come in the form of passwords. I still get that sense of satisfaction when I lock up my thoughts in this computer. The difference is that now I have all of these Angels reading my diary along with me.

I love you all!

Copper

Changing of the Guards

Its funny how people get upset with change. I myself don't care much for the concept. I have even bucked it altogether, in certain situations.





But if the change is completely out of your control and you are forced to let it happen, why make it more difficult than it has to be?





There are more than a few people who are not happy with me taking over here. Some thought that they were more qualified than me. Maybe so. But I was asked and I said yes. It was not my choice to be asked, it just happened.





Some feel that they can't work with me. OK, leave. It is not me saying that I cannot work with you. I have stated in an open forum that I can work with anyone here, as long as they work with me.





I am trying to do a good job at MY job. Please try to do the same.

Copper

Oh how good it feels...

I am back again! Oh how I have missed this comfy place! And I have so much to tell you! This crazy whirlwind called life! The changes that have happened, the joy and oh yes, the tears. But all in good time. The most amazing change is that I have been given yet another promotion! God is good! I am not the Administrator. The top of the pyramid in my office. Hard pill to swallow, for myself and others (good story here for later)

So I hope I find all my lost friends here again. I would not blame anyone for giving up on me. I will be posting at least once per week. Possibly more, but don't hold me to anymore than that. This job is going to take some time to get my arms around so please be patient.

Wow I feel so much better now!

Copper